thank you, nowhere

[ density ]

you're thinking of her again
even though you'd never admit it
you can't get her out of your mind
your heart, your soul, your hopes, your dreams

and it's no surprise to me
'cause i'm used to catastrophes
and i'm hopelessly dense and i'm locked up and fenced in
and shattered inside now that i know

i'm not the one you're thinking of
i'm not the one that's on your mind
i'm not the "girl of your dreams"
i'm just another girl in line
what was i thinking when i thought you loved me too?
and even though i know you're thinking of her
i'm still dreaming of you

i'll pack up these memories
of fantasies that never became realities
i'll wake up from this dream
of you and me, but i'll always remember

the future i'd planned out for us
as if it were yesterday
but how can there be a tomorrow for us
if we never had today? 'cause

i'm not the one you're thinking of
i'm not the one that's on your mind
i'm not the "girl of your dreams"
i'm just another girl in line
what was i thinking when i thought your love was true?
and even though i know you're thinking of her
i'm still dreaming of you

"i don't beleive in fate" is what you said to me
and i guess that's a shame 'cause i thought that our fate
was "you and me" but

i'm not the one you're thinking of
i'm not the one that's on your mind
i'm not the "girl of your dreams"
i'm just another girl in line
what was i thinking when i thought our love was true?
and even though i know you're thinking of her
i'm still dreaming of you

[ early 98 ]

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